Buenos dias! Como estas;)?

yeah. Son las cinco de la manyana y soy no dormo. Buenos suerte Diera,Shue,Emma and Fatin!!!

a friend is here for the moment.with chocolate indulgence n choc fudge(u,thank u!).not another lonely night alhamdulillah;). am even stronger over time. praises to Allah 4 the love u've granted ..

i hate to express this blog with emotional feelings...(but this is 1 exception hahahah! just this 1 okay?;p)..as if people might misjudge and i felt insecured.n the real factor, its unprofessional!! i think i'll delete some related entries later.hais so childish....

once. i vowed to stick with my plans n ignore all silly obstacles.but things dont alwys come ur way hunny, Allah knows best ;)...this is the part where u have to admit,adapt n to learn...this is the part where broken hearts will heal and u'll cherish the world for creating so many beautiful souls. that is just XANADU!;)

sometimes. i hesitated the route i took.in between the lines, i regreted n started claiming that life is unfair.y things were left unfolded? but have u ever thought of the unlucky ones? how their world is much more terrifying? lost their loved ones and had no one to rely on. having big dreams but u know u'll never pursue. looking at people from the other side of the world without no one ever notice. that is sad i tell u. doesnt mean u dont have what people want u to have, u can easily surrender. think optimistly, this happens for a reason.what u have today is not exactly u r in da future.lead ur life through, never forget the Almighty, have ur parents with u,then InshaAllah,u'll be just fine dear.;)

.now.it's time to wake up!!!i have once achieved the person i wud like to be again.that im proud of... for being who i was.but somehow these few years back.. i realise things were changing so fast n i was never given the chance to slow it down n even put things back on track. it happens n now its gone.today, i promise to let things be as it is. to forgive myself n find the happiness. to lived this life to the fullest. to stand on my own. to never cry over stupid guys. to focus more on what my parents wants from me. to fill every minute with everythin that worth my life time. to find beautiful souls in people. to love them for who they are.

dear you: i gave up on u. the person i tot u were is no longer inside u. u break the heart n im not going to forget this.what u r doing right now is turning my lifeup side down. hope u r happy now. i cant believe all ur saying were a lie. becuz i know u b4.i wish u stand by me till da very end. now u r 1 dissapointment.for any reason that had made u changed ur mind...i pity u. u shud have waited a lil bit more. u shud have come to see me n explain.u shud have hold ur patient.. jauh manelah sgt sy akn pegi. jauh manalah sgt mara sy...i wish u cud come n try to fix things.make me ask for ur forgiveness. but u never did... u shudnt do this to me becuz u promised not to. u promised to never leave me no matter how i wud be. no matter how i wud behave.but i know u now. u never deserve my loyalty and my 100% comitment that i've given. above all, i thank u u for colouring apart of my life.


p/s:te quiero mi familia y mi amigas. how wud u like to cycle at taman botani this evening?jom! *wink2*

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ur love is bullshit. u r a big fat liar. sumpah liar! and THIS IS WAR!

Okra-Disease Diagnose

Class of Pest Management of Horticulture Crops
2010/2010 2nd semester

What do u think u just saw? an ugly painting? dirt?... fungus? bacteria? anythin... u name it;). this is an overall slide image(captured with supernova 7610) of my 1st disease diagnosis on Lady's finger(Hibiscus esculentus). culturing activity were done last wednesday and spores had been observed to be developed after 7 days (it probably took only a few days after culture LOL!).

the above image is much more better.the black needle/hair shape u see is called Cetae (sterile structure) and the blue small curved-shaped is its conidia. so, i bet the pathogen is Colletotrichum sp.... i've seen this image before.. what say u? how bout u tell the species then..;p.

p/s: i was suppose to include the culturing process+slide preparations and owh of course media culture too. will share the infos here later..;). wish me luck 4 tomorrows test. InshaAllah.;)

Just Stand up!

p/s: da 3 hari dgr lagu ni xbenti...thanx Syiqin Sobri..;')

horticulture tips.

from the prospective of plant pathology:-

WATER UR PLANTS IN THE MORNING!!! positively to reduce dews on leaves. when temp increases, hydathodes will suck dews (which is a very favorable condition for pathogens to penetrate in). not in the noon n absolute not during late evening!!! okay? ggggggggooooooddddddddd;).

Gotcha!

Dear Mr no-longer-my-boyfriend,
i love ur sincere smile bile terkejut tgk sy berdiri kat ur room door smlam.;).. surprise n GOTCHA!! theres more to come....;p

tHe PowEr oF giving..-Azim Jamal

This feeling is still unpredictable.Need to do a lil change hre. These few nights bck i was never left alone. Thax gfs ur presence comfort me.. thats more than enough ;'(....ThaNx Inyirah, Pia, Syiqin,Eija n others, i will be fine in no time. promise!***********************************************************************************
Steffi n i weNt to this coOl boOkstore i Mean BOOK XCESS at Amcorpmall. recommended by a friend Mahfuzah Affendi. Plus my uncle keep on insisting me to go.. like x sabar nak suh gi gak..gi gak.. well yes PakLang BoOk XcesS mmg beSt!!!!!!!!!Well yes, reading is wat i do when im sad.it frees u from ur reality. when u enter BookXcess u'll be like capital letters OMG!! bestnye buku ni best nye buku ni. murah sana sini. but my book hunting that day was confusing n smua buku pn nk amek.then i try to focus more on fiction and at 1st i took 3 books n comfirm nk bayar then. suddenly at ths STAFF SHELVES, i found this white&hard cover book, motivational type of book by Azim Jamal:-\w/o further thinking i put back all books n only paid for that."The Power Of Giving". i satisfied enough. i wont regret for lettin go those 3 tempting books. yeah! steffi bought herself 2 hard cover books. da cm plant pathology da. haiyooo...
But the most important thing that day is Books really have this magic power to reduce/release stress. Matlamat trcapai thanx BooKXcess!;)...next tme i'll bring my gfsss.....p/s: sy rase hati saya skang penuh dengan warna pelangi..;)