its time.

im deactivating this space fyi. n am gonna reactivate my tumblr. its about time ;)))..... *in need of change*. till we meet again. LOvEs~


footnote: so gonna miss ya Along the line. In case u havent notice.... this is my 500th post.

Lantern lights walk.

                       

Chinese new year is around the corner. guess Red decors are all over Malaysia by now. Each night nearing the festival seems to be very happening! and charming. n lovely n..... romanticcccccccccccccccc!!...;)
Arrived in  Mutiara Damansara  already almost maghrib. that time, the lightings along E-curve-The curve path walk were just about to start.. n theres these yellow uplightings from the fountain next to our dining table. * sweetness ^_^*


After dinner, on the way to surau... we walked and talked under those hanging lantern lights.... i smiled all the wayyyyyyy..... i still picture the moment. A memorable one... nah simply because u were there with me..... secured.contented. relieved all in one.

footnote: lantern-lights-crush. in love!!. my sister n i bought a cheap cheongsam in conjuction to the becoming CNY. excited nak pkai on that day ni! hehehehehehe

Smashing!

Badminton friendly match @ Pusat Latihan BSN, Bangi.

1st Love.

I've emptied my sent item n part of my inbox.. so i hardly remember the lines... but the conversation went some sort like this

me: ***!! i think.... i .. just... saw some1 like my ******. feels like crying. (jantung laju gila!xtenang x tenang!)


her: OMG! maybe its really him. turn awayyyyyy! turn awayyyyyy!


me:  he was joking, he asked me- nak 2 ticket ke?( pointing towards me n him) then he smiled waiting for my respond. bila sy angkt muka pandang dia, terkejut! i quickly turned away n terkaku (cant believe my eyes). pastu trus sy jalan laju2.


her: u need to get diz settle fatin. once n for all. like get over him completely. i dont know how bt will find a way. u r ***********, for god sake! i know u can!


her: u still have memory of him? like benda2 dia bagi?


me: yes... they r all still in my "a walk to remember memory box". its in cherating.


her: Get readyyy!!!!!!!!! we will get rid of those!!!!!! i sanggup trun jumpa awak n buat ritual "get rid of him". just tell me whennnnnn???? so that i can apply leave.


me: U sure haa? no regrets?pfttttt....

footnote: is that really necessary??? T_T or both of us were just being extra ridiculous. hebat sgtkah penangan cinta pertama? i dont know.

metropolitan!

gaya metropolitan. Alangkah. pls rewind the weekend!!

footnote: i love d'ridz!

Pretzels!

after 19 years. we finally meet againnnnnn!!!! want sommore! weeeeeeee

Abu-d-Dardaa’

“If only you knew what you will certainly see upon your death, you would never again eat a single bite out of a craving appetite, and you would never again drink an extra sip of water for the pleasure of unquenchable and insatiable thirst.
Hence, you will remain outdoor in perpetuity, bewildered and awaiting the unexpected, and you will never again seek comfort in a shelter or seek a shade. You will wander aimlessly and climb the hilltops of every mountain, you will look up towards the heavens and beseech your Lord for mercy, and you will beat on your chest and cry endlessly, and you will wish that you were a little vegetable – a plant which is protected to grow, and then plucked to be eaten by a hungry person passing along.”

therapy.;)

da lama kita x gi shopping mcmni together!!! ;)..... n thank u for d shoesssssssss. ^.~

footnote: now c'mon lets get back to work!

Anak & beranak

ConVersatIon APalah Ini ANak Beranak hoi! LOL

FL

all the way.......

ThAnK yOu adik...... - from both of us.

shampoo

In lOve with this new baby!

footnote: panas gila these dayssssss! T___T.. purata 4 x mandi sehari ok. xpernah terjadi dlm sejarah hidop i. nak bangga skit rajin mandi.LOL

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mkn hati! ;(..... puih2. IGNORE!

Niat

Niat dah di sampaikan. Ease my way ya Allah. Ease my way ya Allah. @_@


footnote: hari pertama project BTO memberangsangkan. who wud have tot!;'). alhamdulillah All praises to Allah.

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Sempat kah???? sempat kah?????? belajar pn x pnah rasa stress mcm niiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! ;(


footnote: mati.;(

menyingkap 2011..)

2011 was.... "My Transition Year".  A little bit dull through out yet i am proud of it... no regrets...;).

I started last year with my internship. i vowed to spend more of my life on family matters. i vowed i'd stay close to them. which gladly i did.;)..... Alhamdulillah.

I ended degree studies early May and graduated last November. Alhamdulillah

Wishlist bagpacking Penang and Singapore accomplished. Alhamdulillah

Appointed for my 1st official job ;)....  n a few short contract jobs before that. Alhamdulillah for the rezki.

1st time bagi duit gaji bulan, bagi duit raya kat parents and lil siblings. walaupn x byk tp i felt contented until today. Alhamdulillah.

Decided to proceed with master walau hati ini berbelah bagi. YET.. I'm here!! Alhamdulillah segala ini untuk mama dan abah saya.

Overall, 2011 was full of  high expectations, self-thinking, sacrifice and independence. It brought me back to remember the very basic things of all. ALLAH.

Well 2012, act i already list down some new resolutions during Muharram... so i wudnt want to repeat it all over again here. till then,  im expecting something good this year. something i've awaited tp bukanlah lama sgt. hehehe . InshaAllah hanya dgn izin Allah.

plant physiologist-to-be,
Nurfatin Mohd Ridzuan