The 2nd meeting

it wAs a special day... ngee..after the 2nd met.. i started to feel that "strange" feeling. ya...the feeling where u dont want to go back yet. the feeling that u want him to meet u again soon (real soon!) hahaha... it was so obvious *blushing*.. at 1st i tried so hard not to admit it. but it end up hanging.

the 25th!

am officially 25 yo! ........... makin tua makin tua. makin gemuk. D*mn it!.....

anyhow i am grateful Allah panjangkan umurku. birthday celebration started  2 days earlier which was an advance celebration by my BS3 colleagues. tq girlfriendss!

BS3 colleagues

Continues on the day itself. only the family and us. 

The next day, A quick hangout afterwork at KLCC with the girls.

thats all i guess. a simple one. Alhamdulillah. Happy 25th FatinRidzuan!!!!!!

p/s: tq aimi zafira for the perfume. i bertambah wangi kini! lol!

pica in pregnancy.

I HOPE I DONT CRAVE SOAPS.

Geophagia is the consumption of earth and clay.
Amylophagia is the consumption of starch and paste.
Pagophagia is the eating of ice

There is also the consumption of ash, chalk, antacids, paint chips, plaster, wax, and other substances. These can be very harmful substances due to toxicity or blockage concerns.

For a better soul

1. Never tell a lie

2. Be a kindly person

3. Be open

4. Defend urself but nevr to start an argument.

5. Be thoughtful

6. Be responsible

7. Do good deeds

8. Surround urself with good people and things

9. Never look down on other people.

8. Smile

9. Enjoy others presence

10. Learn to forgive

11. Enjoy what u have

12. Be a leader not a follower

13. Complete ur task

14. Dont take advantage on people

15. Positive thinking

16. Dont be too into others life

Above all never forget solah. I Dont quite get it y people x percaya dgn kekuatan solat. Hebat manalah kita tanpa solat?cantik manalah kita tanpa solat? Solat xsempurna lain cerita, yg penting solat!. Siapalah kita tanpa Allah. 

Well thats quite a list. still some counts to go..Permudahkanlah ya Allah.  

Raya updates.

Happy eid mubarak! Malas nak tulis panjang xde mood. Letak gambar raya je. Bye.

of pelekat & kaftan

sahur. ramadhan day 27

Eidul fitr is now 3 days away. time flies almost at the speed of light? hahahha. we'll be in Alor Setar on 1st raya, perak 2nd raya and both family will be in cameron on the 3rd raya. he is excited about meeting TokMak for the 1st time. last night he came home at 2am im still awake doing some packing for raya when he entered the room all sengih sengih. started telling me that he felt a lil strange tonight. he felt so calm looking at the sky while on his way back from mengaji. seluas pemandangan die kata. feeling the excitement in me, we decided to buy some ice creams n watch the sky. i looked up the sky was a lil cloudy without stars. a lil windy it was about to rain. i too felt ketenangan. hehheee. so we had la cremeria for sahur. ok tu je penulisan x bermotif i cuma suke how significant kain pelekat n kaftan ni nampak. i love u my significant other!!

frog how dare u fool me!

It was after iftar when i realized a frog entered the front door. Shahreen was still on his praying mat i cudnt dare to ask him chase the frog out. Dalam kegelian, i took a broom n started to push him out. N the last stroke i knew i pushed it a lil too hard. I saw it slides laju gila towards the gate n hit his head. Suddenly dia terlentang. Terkejut gila in panic i panggil shahreen to save him. The moment we were back he jumped happily crossing the road. Damn u, u fooled me. I tot u were dead! Binatang apa lagi yg suka play dead. Urgh!!!

Bff LDR

Since married only a few didnt give up updating me. Esp about their work and life, weddings, iftar. Me being a wife now, i swear it wasnt my intention to ignore those text messages n phone calls. Theres none pun fyi. Hahahah. Juggling between a wife n a student, being at 3 places in a week, it is a no easy business. Its call hardwork, scarifices, it is super tiring! But i wont complain further im blessed to have what i have now. Alhamdulillah. Last week i was in the middle of something, a good friend popup on gmail chat. U know who, shes always on the line will buzz to say hi n worry not she'll be gone the next 2 minutes n reappear b4 working hours end. Hahahaha. She was mumbling telling me this n that. Something about officemates n designers handbags. N she complains that she havent gone shopping like xtau bapa lama. N the fact that she only wore the same c&k flats da nak masuk berapa tahun. If only she cud have EXTRA everything.  So counseling session went like always. N even visit zalora.com to feast the eye. Commenting on a few pairs of flats. We found 1 pair too unique for that price. So what i did, i bought that for her.  N she shuts up. So i asked her again " orait now what else u would like having extra?" She replied . "Nope, nada. Im shutting up now. Am so gonna kill u. U with ur impromptu action."

Happy rocking ur new flats dear best friend! I love u to the moon n back!

Berganti kuku

Buat pertama kali dalam sejarah. I never experienced such incident b4. The worst pn masa main roundest. Luka kat muka tu pn skit je. This time. I was in shocked, failed to synchronize the broken nail n the sudden pain. It hurt so bad i didnt even ouch! The next thing i knew, i bleed the floor like really thick drops of blood! N i sweat tooo trying to control breathing. It helped to ease the pain by the way. Well the wound are getting better now. It doesny hurt anymore. Yet the nail has not fully replaced so raya shoes wont be anything peep toe. Grosss! I live peep toessss!

Si musyue hilang

This fajr musyue went missing. He climbed off the grill n squeeze himself out. The house went chaotic screaming after musyue.  it was still dark outside so we decided to start searching after sunrises. These few days back he was so much different. Meow-ing almost every minute telling us to let him go out. Y???the Scariest thought crossed their mind...  Musyue ni nak mati ke? Kucing kalo nak mati die mmg pelik lari jauh2 die xnak mati depan tuan die. Being musyue die mmg xpnah kluar jauhh...Me feeling a bit sebak bila dgr ade yg da start nangis2 panggil musyue. Hahha. We searched all over the neighborhood parents sending their children to school looked at us with curiosity.  The 1st round failed. The 2nd round was to search at that clay stone hill which is mostly tanah mendatar before ade unjuran ke area kelapa sawit. It was scary though. I took the left side n tasha took right while shahreen the hero went further up. Quite a hundred meters up nearing the sawit slope. Suddenly between the bushes i heard a loud n long bark as if a dog is telling the friends come n attack. A few seconds later i saw shahreen running so fast then only came his voice shouting from far "lari tasha Larii!!!! ". they were all 4 blackbrowndog chasing after shahreen. I was still there watching him looking all panicky n i quickly picked up a fews stones if anything ever happened. The moment shahreen fell off the ground i know i just got to run. I cudnt look back but i cud feel he was already up again n running. I had to jumped off a high cleave towrds the bushes cuz all i cud see was green ferns. It was so terrifying i cudnt bother to find my other slipper lost in the bushes.got some bruises here n there btw but im glad though i saw shahreen already on the road no longer with his ketayap with teary pelekat n wounded knees while tasha at the other end. Fuhhhnh. N rhe best part was we then heard a silent sobbing under a broken car. Musyue was there cant get himself out. But i swear the last time i checked he wasnt under there!!!! Urghhh along risked his live for u musyue ;(((( how cud uuuu

Hb my man

To the new man in my life. Who talks rainbows out of hardship. Who Gay admires becuz u look jambu n do not smoke. Who is a good son to his mom. Who give advises with respect. Who reminds me to solat awal waktu. Who talks islamic cuz u r now a "tabligh" (ahahhh). Who is my imam since married. Who conquers tv on weekends. who ignores calls on weekends except mine. Who is extra goodlooking while sleeping. who loves to gentel rambut. Who ate all my self-made deserts telling me so delish u want moreee. Who put long face everytime i didnt cook rice for dinner. 

Pic above; simply becuz i want a vampire husband like edward cullen. Hi sexy lips! I love u u look jambu!!!

My other half. Happy 26th babylong! There wont be any surprise when u get back from sulub btw. Simply becuz u left me 10 days without a single phonecall. N i memang dendam becuz of that. This is serious. 

Perodua fun race

Updating- is -no -Easy. It has been almost a month i knoww. Hahhaha. Since presentation is over now, n shahreens not home for the moment so i guess i have space for some UPDATING. 

Yesterday the 4 of us took part in perodua race for a cause putrajaya. It wasnt really a race btw. Sapa lagi joined yesterday? Hi-five!!! Slept over at syiqins like always. Chatting till 3.30am. Woke up at 6.30 Am. we already knew that we'll be late. Thank u we were the last group to arrive n had to cut the run  sorrryyyy hahahah. Pretending Running towards the finishing line really made us champions! Hoorahhhh thus the medal guys. Pfffttt.  we also got our hands painted!! mine with the tree 4th pic. muni buat cubaan naik kerbau/seladang n had herself injuired. hahahhaah menangis bagai. Have a nice week! If possible get 2 weeks mc (who gives that?!) n stay indoor. its hazey monday today aaaa!

Tuesday date

Done with 2nd reception! Sdehhh... Xleh jd pengantin daaa.. Heheh. All praises to Allah. #blessed #iloveuhusband

2nd reception

Done being the pengantin. Thank u friends for coming!!! N thank ayuni ihwan my pengapit! Love youuuuu!

Rosses... Nayyy

I hate rosses i do. Esp the red oness. The 1st bouquet to receive was from my mum n sisy upon graduation. Yet i cherished it till the last dried petals. We had 7 years over of relationship i swear i never really get anything like that from him. This is the 1st time. N it came at the right time. Thank u husband.i know u love me. Nak handbag coach tu plsss! Hahahah

him

ive known him as one rare species a hommie person. always loving TV so much wont move his eyes elsewhere. being married didnt change that either. nope, maybe a few things did change but not that. that evening, as i was just done helping ma in the kitchen i sat down with boredom. even looking at him watching tv was a major bosan. i said " abglong, jom kita jalan2 petang nak? kat taman ke". he replied. " sini mana ade taman nak jalan2. taman perumahan je lah ade". then eyes back on tv. "abglong ni bosan la tau x". then die senyap je. when i was about to get myself ready for maghrib he then ajak. "ha atin nak jalan x? jom.. jom2." he brought me to wancu's cat house at the front yard. duhh.... he explained excitedly about them one by one. that lasted only for 10 minutes. then he simply walked back to the house as if hes done doing his part. whattttttttttttttttttttttt? dont u know that i dont like catssssssssss? whattttttt?????? dont u know that i've heard ur stories about them beforeeeee.......felt like crying inside. felt like dying of "boredness". yet i thanked Allah he reminded me to be grateful with what i have now. i thanked Allah for keeping him close to me that i can see him everyday even if he loves watching tv  day n nite n only tv. nite peeps.

Jom wechat

1st time tgk iklan sam n lisa about wechat rasa cm eh ntah apa2 . Eh eh... Tp tiap hari tgk shahreen dok wechat ngn cousin about bola n stuff rasa camm eeeee. How come u never offer nk wechat ngn wife uuuu... Cannot tahan. So i downloaded apss sniri. Huh. Now u wechat ngn i sampai tido!!!

the very 1st dish

yesterday i purposely went home early . just to see me in the kitchen preparing the most important dinner ever ever evr. (only for my record kakakhakakah). i know i know im the most boring wife on earthhhhhhhhh. ade ke kau masak spaghetti je nak bg impress ur Mr.? adeke adeke! damn... tp ni the best menu yg ako mampu buat dengan yakin.tutup mata confirm sedap lain dr kedai u ollss.. ini resepi turun temurun.  aiceh.dah siap masak. tunggu abglong punya lama depan tv. da siap mandi pkai telekung nak solat isya sama. janji nak jemaahhhhhhhh. maunye tertido terbongkang depan tv huu. tersekat jam dek kerna perhimpunan PKR kelana jaya. tapi kamu makan tambah 2x. yeah. terimakasih nanti atin masak macaroni cheese abglong plak k. apa lagi ayam berempah, then apalagiiiiii? die man die.

pesan mum

before we left for bukit tinggi. mum pesan kat u, i still remember..... " Jaga solat. start solat jemaah. awal2 ni la da kne start supaya biasa. nanti da lama2 susah nak buat". heeeee... sy  nampak kamu senyum sengih. sy tahu kamu anak yg baik. anak yg baik terhadap ibu kamu. InshaAllah. Smoga Istiqamah baby. n thank u wahai pemilik tulang rusuk ku, imam hidup ku!

n blum sempat malam pn. bunyi text message. again.. from mum...

"Ok. take care. Ingat ikut hukum Allah. semoga zuriat yang lahir adalah yg soleh dan solehah. ameen..."

OMG apakah?!!! hahahah. tho its true. tq mum doakan.

Cherating Beach Wedding

Alhamdulillah. Thank u Allah everything went well that 27th April. the weather was subhanallah beautiful thank u to those who made duas for us. The solemnization n reception went all relax n "santai", if u may asked i wont change a single detail of it. ;).....i am grateful that it was a simple ceremony and Insha Allah a very humble one. May GOD bless.

on behalf of my family, Thank u so much to those who involved so much in making our wedding a memorable one. it is my deepest appreciation to thank u warga MARDI for evry effort time spent prior to the wedding. Pak Talib n gang esp!, tolong potong kayu, pacak kayu kat pasir n buat buaian pantai! thank uuuuu.. Thank u Pak itam for ur comfortable accommodation and facilities. Thank u Kak lah n team for the good food n catering services. Thank u UPM buddies for helping out with the goody bags a night before. Bridesmaid Insyira n Edzuwyn for my hand bouquet. Semashur girlfriends with the bunga telur  yang bawa datang n yang buat Aimi Zafira. Hahahhaa....

Thank u tooo to  kawan2 mama n abah who came all the way just to celebrate us. Thank u for making my parents happy. Thank u Shahreens Family yg sudi  memeriahkan lagi suasana. Thank u friends from all over, relatives from KEDAH.. Paklang, Tokcik, Angah Ati, Along ina, Cuan, cikma anak2 pandak, uncle shukri. n to whom not mentioned i am sorry byk sgt May god bless all of u. 

the wedding planner

Thank u so Much Abah n Mama for throwing out such a beautiful wedding for your daughter. Alhamdulillah despite the flaws n workloads it was however the best beach wedding i cud ever wish for. My wedding planner, my everything. "Ya Allah kurniakanlah mereka tempat di syurga mu, sesungguhnya mereka ibu bapa terbaik yang kau cipta untuk ku"

the new family

dayangs n girlfriends

 tq for the help. tq for the sleepless night. tq for driving all the way from kl after work. i love u guys to bits. May Allah repay u girls with Hapiness dunia Akhirat.

maids of honour

Dear my two bridesmaid, 

Tq for being there tru thick n thins of my life. For not judging , for accepting my flaws n wrong doings . For not giving up on me, for evry support tru hardship moments, for lending ears n those everlasting ideas. Tq insyira for ur presence u know it meant a lot to me. I know i burdened u enough, with the wedding dress with diy thingys. Tq that u ever open doors for our friendship (me n shahreen) for being the matchmaker almost 8 years ago n for believing in my dreams. I wish words can describe all.

Edzuwyn fathin im glad we met in matrix almost 8 years ago.Im glad we are still here despite of the hundred miles n anual catchup. Thank god we gmail chated almost evry morning! U saw how my friendship with him grew into loving stories. U saw our doomest moment, u were there on the line hearing me crying almost every nite. I heard how u laughed when i first confess about us. U were shocked in disbelieved! 

Bridesmaids, I love uuuu!

Mrs Shahreen

After 7 years and 10 months.....

Alhamdulillah. Thank u Allah. Untuk Hari Ini, Cinta ini, Suami ini, Keluarga ini. Berkati lah ikatan baru ini, jadikanlah ako seorg isteri solehah untuk CintaMu dan Cinta nya.

Dear babylong,

Alhamdulillah we are finally here!!! all praises to Allah the almighty. tq for honoring ur promise abglong. Imma happy wife hoorahh!! Im glad that this happened earlier than we planned. Heeee im sorryyyyy to always bugging u with questions n pressures. U r one patient/awesome man so far alhamdulillah. I hope u lead me closer to HIM like never before. Remind me of good deeds n sedekah. Guide me out off my ignorance and Teach me patience. Make me a better muslimah, wife, daughter n a mum soon dunia n akhirat. I hope u love my parents as much as i do. I hope u love my babies one day mcm nyawa u sniri. I pray to Allah hati ini istiqamah. To always love u, support u , to never leave ur side be it sunshine or rain. I love u babylong, Selamat pengantin baru. ;) Amin

In 3 days

Weather forecast on facebook claiming thunderstorm this saturday. Kajicuaca negeri also mentioned hujan. Todays weather is subhanallah perfect! Oh Allah..... Let it not rain that morning. Amin

on wedding invi

nak gelak pn ada... hohoho... ingat main2 ke hape?!...wedding date had been brought forward to Saturday April 27. insha Allah semoga semua berjalan lancar. Talking about dugaan Allah here. takottttttttt... satu benda lawak lagi. nak tgk kad kahwin saya? haih. ni jadi nye bila bagi abah sy buat. =.=. tp suka sebb simple nak mati. masa i 1st tgk pn mcm sepruh mati da, mcm kawin koboi je.

ade love2 kat tengah2 tu mmg xtahan. siap tulis nama pendek plak tu. tekanan perasan.=.=

ok skang smuaorg leh gelak puas2! hahahahahaahahahah

on DIY.

im so tak larat of DIY-ing. padahal 1 hari suntuk je baru dok buat keja renyah ni. bought that 2cushions+blanket for only RM15 at text home. sale sale sale

1st fitting

theres a very serious story about my nikah outfit. but am not gonna tell. in love with the "butang balut" already?!! hhhahaa... still considering beads/pearls on laces. i know da lambat cepat decideeeeeeeeeeee... hee but nikah's suppose to be very minimal? kan? kan?

Bridal Shower

youuuu have beennn longgg neglected n Im sorry dear alongtheline. this entry is sooo to express my deepest appreciation to afew companies/good friends of mine for their sweetnesssss/awesomeness n also for being there on SUNDAY M.O.R.N.I.N.G. Thank u thank u. i had fun. a splendid one Alhamdulillah.

Thank u Edzuwyn the host. Insyirah the co-host. n Syiqin? i say the "belakang tabir" runner?! hahahha ur the best deah!

and fyi i wasnt happy to have that on my head n having to wear it anywhere i go. i maluuuuuu! hahahaha damn.

Ayuni, Fatin Munirah, Edzuwyn Fathin, Eija Fariza, Kak Nurrul Akma, Kak Raihan, Kak Nurharapan, Chong Pui Lai. Syiqin Sobri and Syafiqah Insyirah. @ Levain Boulangerie & Patisserie Kuala Lumpur.

See you guys soooooonnnn. 25 days. cherating. LOVE.

gems

gambar ni serious memalukan. tp i nak tunjuk gak. nak buktikan je yg ako da berusaha. adoi!!!!!!!!!! hahahahha. smuorg pun tanya apa ni pengantin kne diet dkit. pastu lama2 ako pn termakan dan pelik, btol la knape pengantin lain smua nak kurus aku makin gems ni! tekanan. Now smashing session starts every week!!!!!!!!!!!

women's day

Happy Womens Day girlfriends! Love love love

the VENUE

i came from a small family with only a few members. most of them are from the north. the kedahans. so holding a wedding on east coast side of the country makes it more.... not-the-favorite-one!! hahaha... lacking of man powers there. so mum n abah gotta do lots of works themselves. i pity them. i really do. Checked up on the venue. am satisfied! cudnt ask for more.at 1st, we decided to just throw out wedding at home but the prob is sape nak kemas and alllllllll! major prob MAJOR!

his fitting.

Baju lelaki senang nak settle. in 1 day da settle smua. His Baju melayu Moden kain beli kat mayestik haritu kain tu nama valentino russi kot, in 3 weeks da boleh amek. we opt medan mara because da tak tau nak hantar mana dah snanye x sempat baca review. so tanya2 org lain smua kata medan mara banyak. so on saja. A friend prefer kak Nor buar baju laki, tp xingat kdai mana aleh3 ade 3 org kak nor 1 deret tu. pening. hahahah.

on wedding henna

my love for henna. idk y. since i was a small girl, grandma sanggup giling daun innai lewat malam sampai pagi2 buta just because nak bagi cucu die pakai that night sblum tido. i miss her. bila die da takde, daun innai ob susah nak cari. xsuke indian henna yg hitam tu.. benci gila yg kerawang2 conteng tangan tu Pantang!. so i really need this innai mekah summore. sapa ade stock? nak beli boleh?

hiv test

muka gemok pegi hiv test. im scared of needles. til this moment, i never got to know my blood type. i have never gone to blood donation. i have never! hahahah over. rupanya ujian saringan hiv ja. skit je die poked n amek darah. dah la 2 kali buat sebab 1st tu kat border line. boleh ko tuduh ako pembawa kan? cis pakcik nurse!

on wedding dress

Auntie buat baju nikah sy cakap. "ey u ni pengantin gemok tau!". sentap kau. Menangis 2 hari. saya tahulah auntieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;'( xyah mention kuat2 boleh?

lace hunting. Jakarta.

brides-to-be.... u wont regret jakarta. make sure u get the lowest ticket fare. we took Tiger airways (Mandala) to jakarta btw. nak sama je mcm airasia cuma renyah skit time nak bayar. Alhamdulillah everythin went exactly like what we had in plan. Since we had limited time and only 2 ref. places, so we cudnt explore more... terpaksa focus on Tanah Abang n Mayestik. I bought both mine n shahreen at mayestik. but kat tanah abang lebih murah. try cari sungguh n make sure try sebaik mungkin utk tawar separuh dr harga letak. if die taknak let go jugak then what todo. da cinta xleh nak wat pe kan. dont worry harga confirm 3-5 kali ganda lebih murah dr jackel.huhuhu... u can also consider going to bandung cuz most of the owners have outlets there too. Enough said.... Off-white it is!

oh lupa-lupa. Thank u muni teman ako.... ko kahwin nnti kemana jua pn ako teman cari kain! ko sahabat dunia akhiratttttttttttttttttttttt! ;p

edz. finally

hehehhe sure dia mara once die tau i upload gambar ni. Alhamdulillah for the hijab adorning. Smoga Istiqamah. InshaAllah. Love ya bestie!

save the date

cikmas place. hulu langat

the date has been finalized. Alhamdulillah. Finally its really happening.... see you month of May! love!

 

home cook by abah, mama, cikma n meeeeee!

bro anwar n auntie shima

hee. kayo den kayo. lol