a friend is here for the moment.with chocolate indulgence n choc fudge(u,thank u!).not another lonely night alhamdulillah;). am even stronger over time. praises to Allah 4 the love u've granted ..
i hate to express this blog with emotional feelings...(but this is 1 exception hahahah! just this 1 okay?;p)..as if people might misjudge and i felt insecured.n the real factor, its unprofessional!! i think i'll delete some related entries later.hais so childish....
once. i vowed to stick with my plans n ignore all silly obstacles.but things dont alwys come ur way hunny, Allah knows best ;)...this is the part where u have to admit,adapt n to learn...this is the part where broken hearts will heal and u'll cherish the world for creating so many beautiful souls. that is just XANADU!;)
sometimes. i hesitated the route i took.in between the lines, i regreted n started claiming that life is unfair.y things were left unfolded? but have u ever thought of the unlucky ones? how their world is much more terrifying? lost their loved ones and had no one to rely on. having big dreams but u know u'll never pursue. looking at people from the other side of the world without no one ever notice. that is sad i tell u. doesnt mean u dont have what people want u to have, u can easily surrender. think optimistly, this happens for a reason.what u have today is not exactly u r in da future.lead ur life through, never forget the Almighty, have ur parents with u,then InshaAllah,u'll be just fine dear.;)
.now.it's time to wake up!!!i have once achieved the person i wud like to be again.that im proud of... for being who i was.but somehow these few years back.. i realise things were changing so fast n i was never given the chance to slow it down n even put things back on track. it happens n now its gone.today, i promise to let things be as it is. to forgive myself n find the happiness. to lived this life to the fullest. to stand on my own. to never cry over stupid guys. to focus more on what my parents wants from me. to fill every minute with everythin that worth my life time. to find beautiful souls in people. to love them for who they are.
dear you: i gave up on u. the person i tot u were is no longer inside u. u break the heart n im not going to forget this.what u r doing right now is turning my lifeup side down. hope u r happy now. i cant believe all ur saying were a lie. becuz i know u b4.i wish u stand by me till da very end. now u r 1 dissapointment.for any reason that had made u changed ur mind...i pity u. u shud have waited a lil bit more. u shud have come to see me n explain.u shud have hold ur patient.. jauh manelah sgt sy akn pegi. jauh manalah sgt mara sy...i wish u cud come n try to fix things.make me ask for ur forgiveness. but u never did... u shudnt do this to me becuz u promised not to. u promised to never leave me no matter how i wud be. no matter how i wud behave.but i know u now. u never deserve my loyalty and my 100% comitment that i've given. above all, i thank u u for colouring apart of my life.
p/s:te quiero mi familia y mi amigas. how wud u like to cycle at taman botani this evening?jom! *wink2*
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