5 years plan.

5 years plan? i used to have one. ;).... its just a simple one. i jotted them down the 1st day i entered university... that was what? 4 years ago?.... looking back at it, i smiled (hati berbunga riang tp masih maintain cool sambil tergelak kecil dalam masa yg sama terkenang betapa bod*h/innocent nye zaman kecik dlu)..it really comes to my surprise bila dlm innocent2 melakar cita2, xsangka ade juga impian jadi kenyataan. walaupun hanye kecik tp bermakna. benda kecik ni la yang byk bantu kita berjayakn? agree?kn? hahaha...

2008- 2010... alkisahnye sdeh bila nk apply jpa gune result matrix tp xdilayan. masa tu jpa kejam. hahaha! n then alhamdulillah, belanjawan 2010 berpihak kpd kami. Terima Kasih kpd kepimpinan Pak Lah ketika itu.;).. hahaha. first sem dlu, takot gila nak letak target 4.0 pointer. now menyesal.. i shud've written a big 4.0 pointer on my study wall. at least i can dream bigger. kn?. who knows kn? hahah... tp oklah diri ini bersyukur. result lebih 3.5 tercapai sudah jadi alhamdulillah. microbiology.. checked!! room decoration? pfttt wth.ape tu tak phm knape mungkin sbb pindah rumah baru. n sadly, niat nak melawat insyirah kat gambang that year x tercapai die pn da slamat kat upm.;'(.. on the other hand, money saving was ok. tp a serious one? tak capai lg. hohoho. cookin lesson checked! checked! tp theres a lot more to learn. n visit pia kat Malacca tu skit lagi je nk capai tp xde rezeki nk wat camne. gagal.

y lah 3.5? menyampah plak tgk. can i turn back time n put that big 4.0 on my forehead plsss?!!!. pfffttt... ahahha but actly i have reasons i put the same GPA every year. that time i tot, if i wanted 4 flat i have to struggle.. i mean really hard! im no genius like any1 else, mind u. i am not among the lucky ones too. If u r one of them sila bersyukur skrang! if i wanted somethin i really have to strive... sadis. which means no massive gf's hangouts, no fun trips, no unplanned night stays, no leisure life, less social networks,.. nothing else but books...books..books.... who wants that??? (T_T)..dan pemikiran cetek sy yg menghasut ketika itu, oklah la maintain 3.5 above n i have my social life. so lek2 je.gila tak sanggup korbankan keseronokkan zaman universiti! truk!. yelaaaaa;'(... skali je degree seumur hidup weh.. xpnah terlintas kat pikiran owh jealousnya die slalu dpt 4 flat oh syoknyaaa.. ako nk jugak. or if kwn dpt markah lebih tinggi, oh ako akan berusaha lebih kuat lg. xpernah ok. setiap kali dapat result gelak2 ckp congrats weh ko hebat. tu ja. xrasa ape2. nk tau sebb apa? ako x suke nyampok hidop org yg x smena n tgk2 ape yg org ade. ckuplh ape yg ako ade. harus bersyukur. becuz i knw what i want in my life. i dont have to look into others to find mine. i chose to make balance between study n social. ever heard of excellent people in academic but they never really get a job after graduated? becuz they didnt minggle around with people n cares nothing but scoring exam papers? well i hold on to that. i can do better, i'll maintain my satisfying result n go meet people, do everythin that u want when u still have the chance..... well, i did what i want. yes i have no regrets on what i've chosen. huuuu.... tp.... bukan ke kiter suppose improve dr mase ke semasa bukan duduk senang lenang n maimtain? lol. itu satu kesilapan jd harus perbaik.

so skang 2011- belum tercapai lagi. soon akan graduate.InshaAllah. job application pn soon. further master?;)).. huhuu xperlu dicerita pd smua..diam itu lebih baik ;)....

2012- project join venture masih dlm perancangan n perbincangan. have some faith! engangement pn ako masuk kn? gila xpandai n memalukan. scratch that off!! what was i thinking?hahahahaha...lol...

2013- ini lagi nak gelak besar ok! ad hati konon!!! (mari gelak bersama-sama sy). tak laku kot kau. =.=... cross them off! cross them offfff!!!!!! pfft.

im so gonna need a new list. im going to do it now. i feel like dying too! pfft!!

footnote1: never put ur wedding, engagement target in ur 5 years plan.... gila rasa mcm x berapa pandai. tp untuk simpan duit kawin mmg kne rancang pon. hemm. ntahlah. yg pasti next list jgn mimpi nk tgk benda2 ni da. owh. mati skrang.

now, im listing a new one...

footnote: Alhamdulillah. All praises to Allah S.W.T.;)