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so many broken hearts around me...... so many silly reasons..... so many dramas... it made me numb. i lose my words. i cant think. im confuse. gotta let them go. all of them. it hasbeen almost a year now....im still here waiting for Him to answer my prayers. I realise this ramadhan, Allah had granted almost all of my dua' accept that particular ONE. but dont get me wrong I AM GRATEFUL.. I AM TOUCHED. i believe in his power. Allahuakhbar.;)

for those out there, who feels the same way..... i hope u guys keep being strong.... Dont forget your dua'.. dont forget to be grateful for what u had for what had happen..... everythin happens for a reason. we have different stories, true! people wont understand becuz they r not in ur shoes.... but dont blame them, they r just trying their best to help to understand. it comes back to u... how u think, how u adapt, how u handle things. i wish u All da best. heres a simple rule of thumb..... BE GRATEFUL! if this hardship was meant for u, thank u for happenning.... becuz u know, if Allah takdirkan dia untuk kamu, he'll soon come back he'll soon find u... kalo pn die tanya kabar then hilang bersyukur.. at least die masih ada bukan mara sbb die tak buat lebih drpad tu. if die bahagia ngan hidup dia kni, bergembiralah utk dia... jgn bagi die sdeh. bersyukurlah sebb die bisa gembira. dlu die pernah buat kamu gembira juga kn? Alhamdulillah.;)... so apa lagi yg kamu mahu? apa lagi yg kamu nak meratap? biarlah dia pergi... biar dia cari jalan dia kalo itu yang dia mahu. kita tgk saja dr jauh dan berdoa... mahu?(^_^)

on a different note:

two more days before raya, i am at a good friend's house joining her family for iftar/terawikh last nite. Am happy to be apart of it. hehhehehe... gonna go back n pack my stuff n wait for my family to come fetch me... So Alor Staqqqqqqqqqqqq... here i come!!!! love!

footnote: Dear kamu, ako bersyukur kau bahagia. ako bersyukur ko punya segalanya yg ko tak dpt waktu bersamaku. ako mengerti kini. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin, Kamu!