-FrieNds aRe ForEvEr? hmmm...;(-

-fRiEnDs for liFe-

hee.... frankly speakin' i xde ramai kwn. yang mane ade, yang itu sajalah n most of them are my highschool fellas.. surprisingly most of them r girlfriends...heart them for life ;)! i xpecaya kwn lelaki tu baik... for me kebanyakn derang r not true friends n x ikhlas berkwn... hemm...

i dnt believe in 'Friends are forevr' n so on bla bla...... bt mayb friendship nevr ends tu bley gak ditrima kot.... huhuuh cuz, i dont think dlm dunia ni there are friends that will be there for us 24 hours a day and whenever u need them... evry1 has their own things goin own in their lives.. the right phrase is 'Family are Forever'... x tau lah ramai yg stuju ngan i ke x but that works for me...

i mmg tak peramah mcm org lain yg duk sengih sane senyum sini manis mulut sane n all.. org mmg susah nk buat kwn ngn i n certain peolple kate i ni susah org nk dekat.. even mama pn kate ubah la perangai if not x de sape nk kawan ngan atin... hahahah sy gelak je but sometims protes gak perlu ke jadi org lain atau jd mcm org lain?.... xperlu kot!.... i am who i am...;) maybe mindset ni susah nk ubah, xnak trima org lain dlm idop n susah nk trima perubahan.... nk tunggu sampai org tu btol2 masuk dalam ati ni barulah i ngaku die kwn i... if not, they r just strangers yg i x mau tau pn ape berlaku dlm idop derang... bunyik cm selfish kn?! yup org nmpak mcmtu but the thing is people wont b able to hurt me in anyways... org bukan tau pn ape yg berlaku dlm idup ni n yg derang tau nk misjudge... owh... sgt pantang mak nenek i! huh.......

i kalo kwn sungguh2. berkorban jiwa raga neh... x berkira, n berusaha utk sesorg tnpa harapkn balasan eceh! stiap doa sy musti mereka ade hah.....hahhahah... itulah kwn kn... jd, mereka yg x sanggup n bukan tergolong dlm ciri2 ini maka ternyatalah derang bukan kwn kpd Nurfatin Mohd Ridzuan ini dan bukan juga kwn kpd org lain.... senangkn? yup... hidup lebih mudah begitu..... tp skali je sorg kwn sakit kn ati ni , stiap saat i igt n takkan lupe sampe bile2..

however, i thank god sbb i still have friends for life ;).. two bestfriends i might say..... n all my girlfriends yg kat highschool dlu....

* credits for them with love *

- Pia -

- Syiqin -

- Mira Danian -

- Yuni -

- Jean -

- Deeba -

- Edzuwyn Fathin -

- Zalina -

- Putet -

- Munie -

- Oya -

- Nad -

- owh ade la 3 kwn lelaki.... vi, alipma n arib -